I was lying in bed alone again, i had not been touched in weeks. I had not even so much as brushed my ass on his cock.. It started to affect how I saw myself ...even though I love to been seen and enjoy flirting I was still not a woman who would be disloyal. I have never before with even some of the worst situations. I also believe that some times 2 you can have such a strong connection with someone that something a small as a forehead kiss can cause extreme pleasure. I have a long standing friend that has seen me in all phases in life. but he is married to someone and as long as he is happy… 더 읽기

I sit alone in the office my mind feels overwhelmed, my body needs relaxation. I sat here listening to a friend bitch about her day. How her husband gets on her nerves. She asked me how I would deal with him talking on the phone. I told her I would walk over to him and just pull his dick out and start licking it. She was of course disgusted with my reply. I could not help but think how I would be miserable if I was to no longer want to be desired, and have my brains fuck out by my man or anyone. The world would be come dark. My life has been list of crashes and burns with men who made me fee… 더 읽기