Oh, how I wish for all of you sexy beings that you will find some quality peace and rest in what commonly is a very stressful time, so that you can find the deepest and most pleasurable time for yourselves, to explore sexuality and thrive in it without shame and guilt! Happy Sexy Holidays to you all!… 더 읽기

Yes, leaving soon, back mid May. The first part of the trip will be very sexy and intense, I will try to blog pictures and videos – but I can't do it here on xHamster, due to so many restrictions on uploading etc. You can follow me on https://faphouse.com/transgender/models/beingboth/posts and https://beingboth.many*vids.com (remove the * in that) :P… 더 읽기

This dildo model is so good that I have to tell you about it and where to get it. It comes in five sizes. I now have the three largest sizes (5, 6, and 7 cm diameter) I love them so much, in both my holes, because: 1. They look fabulous 2. They feel so good, much due to the dual layer structure; a bit harder and sturdier core, the outer layer is softer, feels like real skin. 3. They are made from silicone. Any other material is not as good, because of a lot of different reasons. The two most important things to me are the ability to clean it well (boiling it works, if needed) and silicone is… 더 읽기

There are two distinctly different kinds of sexual pleasure: Stimulating the other with the outside of one’s body, as well as being stimulated on the outside of one’s body, on one hand. On the other hand, there is the stimulating the other with the inside of one’s body, as well as being stimulated on the inside of one’s body. The former is what is most commonly referred to as masculine pleasure, the latter as feminine pleasure. My discovery is about the possibility to experience both at the same time. For me, it is no longer only a possibility, it is now the reality of my every sexual experi… 더 읽기

I have loved myself crazy. I have experienced giving myself huge cock down my throat and filling up my pussy. I have also experienced, at the same time, being given huge cock down my throat and filling up my pussy. All this has happened in absolute infatuation – like that of a young couple who get to spend their first long hours together, alone, exploring each other’s sexuality in intimate romance and excitement – while blowing passionate kisses to myself in the mirror, without discerning whether it’s the masculine in… 더 읽기

Yes, all of a sudden, I was made aware of an old friend who seemed to have explored sexuality in a similar way to what I have been doing for the last almost four years. Amazing! So last week, I drove ten hours to be with him for almost a week, and we were both very excited that this would happen. Neither of us had any specific expectations, but me dressing up like BB was definitely part of both our wishes. We had a great time, sharing a lot of other things in common – but when it came to exploring sexuality, there appeared some big differences. This was very surprising to me, so after the firs… 더 읽기

I recommend watching a very recent sex-work documentary: "A Wicked Eden" (2021), well made, up to date, quite honest. I watched it, and noticed something that was never mentioned: Doing porn/sex work primarily because of one's own Lust. And I wonder: How can anyone – whether customer or producer – think that sex work primarily done for money, can do anything long-term beneficial on a personal and deeper level? And I promise: I can never do what I do primarily for money ♥️… 더 읽기

Quote from the movie ”Ready Player One” by Steven Spielberg (2018) @ 47.40: Parzival: I said I'm in love with you. Art3mis: No, you're not. You only know what I want you to know. You only see what I want you to see. That's what you're in love with.… 더 읽기

What I am experiencing myself feeling, is both the masculine and feminine at the same time. This can be what a person decides defines him, and therefore live out his life as a trans person. So really, my experience is no surprise, nothing unique. But what I also know, see, and feel is that the content of my experience does not define me, and therefore, I do not live my out my life as a trans person, since I already am that which experiences feeling like one. And that is maybe both surprising and unique. What happens in me then, is that I do not need to meet anyone to live something out toget… 더 읽기

OMG, just got this in the mail! Large head to slide over the p-spot very noticeably, bumpy shaft, and something sturdy to hold on to. Or reverse it, holding in the nicely shaped head. Wow. Will add my review after testing it. Also got some very sexy body stockings and pantyhose that are "hollowed" out in the right places so my tats show. Yummmmmy! Review: Holy smoke, it's nice! Gives me a lot more control, I know exactly where it is in me, so very acute. Just spent a few hours with it and my other toys, glorious!… 더 읽기

I have been shaving my legs and intimate areas for many years now, and since I got my tattoos, I started to also shave all the way up to my bellybutton, to stay completely smooth. But there is always the issue of ingrown hairs, and it has always plagued me, and now gotten worse. And – it looks terrible on film. I recently discovered that I had been taking care for the ingrown hairs in a very unproductive way that exacerbated and perpetuated the problem. I have just started taking care of them in a much better way. Without g… 더 읽기

I really like it! I got it Sept. 12. I won't show it "to the world" until they are healed, but below is a small detail a week after it got done. The inked area has now formed a thin scab on it. It will fall off by itself soon, just like on a regular small wound. Read more: https://authoritytattoo.com/how-long-for-a-tattoo-to-scab/ I was so eager to get it done, I did not read up on the healing process – now I understand it will take at least 2-3 weeks until the scabbing is gone, and after that, the new skin will be ve… 더 읽기

I want to be you, sucking my cock! Now I am you, sucking my cock. Since forever, I wanted to be what attracted me the most. Now I am that!… 더 읽기

Ok, here we go: My cum machine, version 2, serves me so well that I am not distracted by wondering if it will work or not (like with the old one, now history). I will put a caption under each image. Overview bottom to top: Gardena Pressure Sprayer 5L (5 liters volume) – Solenoid and electrical junction box – Trigger (green) – Y-connector. I fill the Gardena Pressure Sprayer 5L with maximum 2 liters of cum, which leaves me 3 liters of air to compress, which… 더 읽기

I make my own squirting dildos, and built my own cum-machine with an electric trigger that I can press with hand, foot, knee... See my other post about it here: https://xhamster.com/posts/10357700 And this is how I make the fake cum: https://xhamster.com/posts/10126610 Howto: - Strap the dildo to a flat surface like a chair so it lays still and straight. - Drill a hole with a long wood drill, 6 mm thick, from the glans to the back side, constantly checking where the tip of the drill might be, aligning it precisely, very slow… 더 읽기

Less than a week from making #57, I'm at it again. Just can't stop myself... :P Tuesday: Nails, this time very long coffin nails. And toe-nails, too The rest of Tuesday went to picking out what to wear, two outfits – yes, there will be a change of clothes scene – that really fit how I feel. And these sexy "sweet nothings" hav… 더 읽기

Summer, taking a break from filming (and shaving, ha), but enjoying it to the full anyway :P… 더 읽기

For those who ask about my characteristics: == Results from bdsmtest.org == 90% Voyeur 89% Exhibitionist 60% Experimentalist 51% Vanilla 51% Non-monogamist 49% Switch 24% Submissive 9% Brat 8% Rope bunny 0% Ageplayer 0% Degradee 0% Boy/Girl 0% Masochist 0% Pet 0% Primal (Prey) 0% Slave… 더 읽기

You love watching me wanting cock so fervently. You love watching it, as you ache to know and feel what it is like to be me, to be the one wanting cock more than everything else. So, be me! Too. As me, we are no longer two. We are the same. When you see me devouring cock, you love to watch it, as you feel what it is like to devour cock. This is not rocket science, but very simple: The beauty that you see is not in me, in one sense, it is in you. So you loving what you see, is you being me, loving yourself.… 더 읽기

My intention was to replace the older videos with newly remastered ones. The editing skills were lacking when I first started, so I thought it would enhance the viewing experience a bit, slightly increase the viewing pleasure. But... xHamster emailed me that this violates the policy that says "No duplicates". Hmmm.... We'll see what happens.… 더 읽기